1st day learning make up in sub

1st day study makeup..:D

silly face:X

urhmmmmm...without makeup ..><"..panda eye..and dark taupe skin..:(

MEANINGFUL

If you ask a hundred people on the street , ' WHAT DO YOU WANT ? ' many of them would probably answer ' MONEY ' . Nowadays , many people are indeed stuck in financial crisis. Therefore , if they had money to pay their debts , bill , charges et cetera , all their burdens would be lifted. When their burdens are gone , they can finally relax and be happy.


What's happiness ? happiness is an emotion that we feel when something is to our pleasure or when we are satisfied. That is why , people from every corner of the globe want to be happy. There are actually ways to gain and develop happiness and ways to help us stay happy.


Greedy people are never happy. They would keep wanting more and more of what they have. they would keep wanting more until the stuff they had could literally drown them alive. People who are not greedy however are easily pleased. They could feel on top of the world when the slightest good thing happens to them. Besides , feeling an appreciation for the things that you have is yet another way to be happy. we should be thankful that we have our health , loving family and our caring friends. These are the people who had made you the better person that you are today. We should just deal with what we have , make the best of it and stay positive. It would truly help one to stay happy. ' A smile makes two ' , bear a smile pon your face and you, too , can make your friends happy.
remember the time to be happy is now , the place to be happy is here.
Although the world is full of suffering , it is full also of the overcoming of it.

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feeling lonely and dont know why will like this..):MAYBE is about my classes,is realy not so fun that I taking this course..maybe that's not I want..is totaly freaking bad..what I want is I need friend,I wanna make new friendS with other then my life will not be so lonely,and I realy jealous people studying college together ..there got many function and activities that can join togrther,is realy so shoyk,urhm..is noting one..Im getting normal life around my studies places..the feeling totally changed..is realy would not same like secondary school..well its freaking missing that moment..is joy and we get fun together..but everthing was changed now..around me the people turn horrible,proudly,sham,so easy to changed face and many again..im realy not feeling well to keep on good terms with this kind of people..how come I can mix into them..:(sucks..I pray God to keep me from being proud..i hate someone..its was terrible..realy realy don't understand what meaning with friend??how sad..actually in my life realy don't have so many friends.sometime wanna find a people hang out also difficult..realy so sad..Im realy getting lonely..I wonder know how people can meet new friends as soon..is it my problem?maybe is Im realy too quietly and I also know I am a people who not so easy mix into other...hmm...I think I need to change it more.. ;(sobss

MISSING YOU='(

well every things is over right now..i pay attention on my course..u also same right..u told me now u study is because of me..and u told me also your course was realy so hard right,but i can't do anything for you lurr..so sucks;(u should study hard and i'll always support you(:.. u say:i was a person say real at anytime..i can spent my whole life for you...i just hope i stay beside you that always can protect you..i was thinking,how to continue till end of my life that enough for me,i was very satisfied if 1day u are my wife..this is my wishes:)its sooooo touch..
after u went to study..our relation was changed alots..we become more sweet and more care each other(: i know you reali very love me now,for sure i love you too=3
actually im realy nt a perfect girl..i having lots of bad attitude and small gases.i treat you not really good,but you never said anything and continue walk the road with me and keep on appreaciate me..everytime Im argue with you,you oso forgive me finally..so sorry dear..all is my fault...but i just wish you to know that i'm still loving you,i know i like to used bitter words for you...i regret, i know i hurted your feelings..its too many time we argue but you also never say anythings...just let me keep on scold you..but everytime after arguement you also will forgive me...im so selfish,i didn't care your feelings at all..I have realized all my mistakes that I made and i promise u again i'll change it..i'll more appreaciate you,i'll more care you,i'll more love u,i'll more miss you forever and ever as i can..




this is my sohlou that i love him so much(:sososososo love u..

Separate

heee..thanks my boss give me have 2day holiday in this week 27/4 today was our half year anniversary..ilovehim...
then i can spent more time to accompany my dear:FOOYOKEYEW!!!!heee...ilovehim sooooo much:D...
i was freeking down mood recently...its around the corner that he gotta leave me away..these fews day i always keep on crying and crying...)':
for him..a guy that i loves deeply..before...we created lots of sweet memories...is memorable for me...now,sure we will have no much time to meet each other again..emm...its damn sucks !
4/29,today is im 1st week schooling...you fetching me go study today...i sit behind u...then i was non-stop crying ...but i didn't let u know...i was moodying that day..so stupid i am.. honey..im reali unwonted u sudenly leave me far away..i look over u sit infront me..i have a feel u will leave me as soon and we cant meet always that was realy realy HURT me...:(how sad..soooooo miss u nw....hope u can always come back and see me..IMISSU..

well,i found out many type of college before,APT,SUB,INSIGHT BEAUTY,i noe all the detail already,nw very annoying to choose either which college,it was many stupid question that make me confuse..haih...im so scare i wrong choose for my future,many people say study beauty realy nt so easy to cari makan,i oso scare i wil act like that after finish the whole course..but im realy very interesting abt tis course,i thk finally i wil decide to study SUB..luckily my parent and my dear oso support me study tat course..yeee,so i must success and hardwork TO complete my whole course and must get the highMARKS in the all exam...:)heeee,i very hope i have a makeup box as soon as possible...:Pthe course have been intake around the corner..i think i should prepard everthing now.(;